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Chapter 1: The House I Was Never Supposed to Leave

The first thing I noticed after the gate opened was how quiet everything was.

Not the uncomfortable silence I had known inside my father’s house.

Not the kind of silence that came after an argument, when everyone waited for someone else to apologize.

This was different.

Peaceful.

The kind of silence that made you realize you had finally escaped somewhere you had been trapped for years.

I slowly drove up the curved driveway, watching the warm lights of the house reflect across the windshield.

My house.

Those two words still felt strange.

Even after everything.

Even after signing the papers.

Even after standing inside the empty rooms for the first time.

Even after holding the keys in my hand.

My house.

I parked beside the garage and turned off the engine.

For several minutes, I simply sat there.

I expected to feel sadness.

I expected to feel guilt.

Maybe even fear.

After all, I had just left the only home I had known since childhood.

But what surprised me most was the feeling that settled over me.

Relief.

I looked toward the enormous glass walls of the estate.

The house seemed almost unreal.

Three levels built into the hillside.

A private office overlooking the valley.

A kitchen larger than the entire first floor of my father’s house.

A swimming pool that disappeared into the edge of the property, making it look like the water continued forever into the city lights below.

A place that magazines would describe as a dream home.

A place Gwendolyn would probably assume belonged to some wealthy stranger.

A place Chloe would photograph endlessly if she ever saw it.

But they would never see it.

Not unless I wanted them to.

I stepped out of the car and opened the trunk.

My two suitcases looked ridiculously small against the size of the property.

A lifetime reduced to two pieces of luggage.

That was what my stepmother had wanted.

She wanted me to feel like I had no place.

She wanted me to believe that leaving meant losing.

She had no idea that leaving was the first time I had actually won.

I carried my bags inside.

The front door opened with a fingerprint scan.

Another reminder that this was not some temporary escape.

This was mine.

Inside, soft lights automatically turned on.

The air smelled faintly like fresh wood and lavender.

Everything was exactly as I had left it three days earlier.

Perfect.

Clean.

Untouched.

I walked through the living room slowly, running my fingers across the marble countertop.

Three days ago, I had been sitting at a dinner table being told I was unwanted.

Three days ago, my own family had given me a choice.

Give up the last room connected to my mother.

Or leave.

They thought they were punishing me.

They thought they were finally teaching me a lesson.

They had no idea I had already spent years preparing for the moment I would no longer need them.

I went upstairs.

My bedroom was at the end of the hallway.

The irony almost made me laugh.

My new bedroom was bigger than the one Chloe had fought so desperately to steal.

The windows stretched from floor to ceiling.

The balcony overlooked the entire valley.

There was a fireplace built into the wall.

A private sitting area.

A closet that could fit every piece of clothing I owned ten times over.

And yet, none of those things were what mattered.

I walked to the small wooden box sitting on my nightstand.

The cedar box.

The one I had packed from my old room.

The one thing I refused to leave behind.

Inside were the last pieces of my mother.

A necklace.

A handwritten recipe card.

A faded photograph of the two of us standing in front of this very property years ago.

I froze.

My fingers tightened around the picture.

Because there was something about that photograph I had never told anyone.

Not Gwendolyn.

Not Chloe.

Not even my father.

This house was not a random purchase.

It was not something I had bought after getting angry and leaving.

It had been part of my life long before that dinner.

I sat on the edge of the bed and stared at my mother’s handwriting on the back of the photograph.

“Someday, this place will belong to you.””

Those were the words she had written.

I was only sixteen when I found it.

At the time, I thought it was impossible.

My mother had been gone for years.

My father was struggling financially.

The idea that I could ever own a hillside estate sounded like something from another universe.

But my mother had always known more than I realized.

Before she died, she had created a trust.

A private account.

Investments.

Properties.

Things my father had never fully understood because he was too busy grieving.

And because I was still young, everything had been protected until I turned twenty-five.

My twenty-fifth birthday.

The exact age I had reached two months earlier.

The same age my mother had planned for me to receive everything.

My inheritance.

My future.

My freedom.

I smiled sadly.

My mother had known.

She had known one day I might need a place where nobody could tell me I didn’t belong.

My phone suddenly buzzed.

I looked down.

Five missed calls.

All from my father.

I stared at the screen.

A part of me wanted to answer.

A part of me still wanted him to explain.

To tell me why he had watched me leave.

To tell me why, after all those years, he had chosen silence again.

The phone rang again.

This time, I answered.

“Paige.””

His voice sounded different.

Not angry.

Not cold.

Worried.

“Yes?””

There was a pause.

“Where are you?””

I looked around my new home.

The answer was simple.

But I didn’t give it.

“Somewhere safe.””

My father exhaled.

“Your stepmother says you’re overreacting.””

I almost laughed.

Of course she did.

Even now, she had found a way to make my pain sound unreasonable.

“And what do you think?”” I asked.

Silence.

That silence told me everything.

“Dad.””

“I don’t know what happened tonight.””

I closed my eyes.

That sentence hurt more than I expected.

Because he did know.

He always knew.

He just never wanted to admit it.

“You were sitting right there.””

“I was trying to avoid making things worse.””

I looked out at the city lights.

“You mean you were trying to avoid upsetting Gwendolyn.””

“Paige—”

“No.””

My voice surprised even me.

It was calm.

Steady.

“I spent years making myself smaller so everyone else could be comfortable.””

I swallowed.

“I’m not doing that anymore.””

My father didn’t respond.

For once, I didn’t fill the silence.

After a few seconds, I ended the call.

Then I turned my phone face down.

For the first time in years, I slept without wondering whether tomorrow would bring another argument.

I slept peacefully.

But across town, my old house was anything but peaceful.

Because while I was lying in my new bedroom overlooking the valley, Gwendolyn was beginning to realize something.

She had made one mistake.

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She assumed I had nowhere else to go.

And that mistake was about to cost her everything.

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