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Chapter 5: The Wedding Guests Started Asking Questions

By the next morning, the entire family knew.

Not the full truth.

Not yet.

Just rumors.

And rumors have a way of growing when people don’t know the facts.

My phone wouldn’t stop buzzing.

Cousins.

Aunts.

Family friends.

People who normally only contacted me when they needed something.

Everyone suddenly wanted to know what happened.

Why was the venue calling people?

Why had the florist stopped preparing arrangements?

Why was the caterer waiting for confirmation?

Why was my mother telling everyone there was a “misunderstanding”?

I ignored most of the messages.

But one message caught my attention.

It was from my aunt Linda.

I’m hearing some strange things. Are you okay?

Not:

Why did you ruin the wedding?

Not:

How could you do this?

Just:

Are you okay?

A simple question.

A question I hadn’t heard enough in my life.

I stared at the screen for a long time before replying.

I’m okay. I just stopped pretending everything was okay.

She responded almost immediately.

I think people are finally starting to see what you’ve been carrying.

I put my phone down.

Because I didn’t want to cry.

Not because I wasn’t hurt.

Because I was tired of tears being the only proof that something mattered.

Later that afternoon, I received a call from the wedding venue manager.

“Hi, this is Daniel. I wanted to speak with you directly.””

I stepped outside.

“Is something wrong?””

He hesitated.

“I wanted to confirm the situation.””

I knew what he meant.

“The cancellation?””

“Yes.””

I closed my eyes.

“I’m sorry for the trouble.””

“You don’t need to apologize.””

His voice surprised me.

“We’ve worked with your family for months. I just want to say something.””

“What?””

“You were the only person who ever communicated clearly.””

I stayed silent.

He continued.

“Your mother always spoke about the wedding like it was her event. Your brother and Claire focused on the celebration. But you were the one making sure every detail actually happened.””

I looked down.

“Thank you.””

“Are you sure you want to cancel?””

That was the hardest question.

Because even now, a part of me wanted to fix it.

The old version of me wanted to rush back.

Apologize.

Pay everything.

Make everyone happy.

But that version of me was exhausted.

“Yes,” I said.

“I’m sure.””

After the call ended, I felt something strange.

Relief.

Not happiness.

Not victory.

Relief.

That evening, my brother came to my apartment again.

This time, he didn’t come angry.

He came alone.

He stood outside my door holding a folder.

“What’s that?””

He handed it to me.

“I went through everything.””

I opened it.

Inside were copies of payments.

Transfers.

Messages.

Records.

My brother looked embarrassed.

“I didn’t know how much you did.””

I flipped through the pages.

“You never asked.””

“I know.””

His voice cracked slightly.

“I should have.””

I looked at him.

He looked different.

Not because his appearance changed.

Because his confidence was gone.

The certainty that everyone would always save him had disappeared.

“I was selfish,” he said.

I didn’t respond.

“I thought because you were good at handling things, it meant things were easy for you.””

That sentence hurt.

Because it was exactly how people had always treated me.

They saw the results.

Never the effort.

“I’m sorry,” he said.

This time, it sounded different.

Not forced.

Not because he needed something.

Because he finally understood.

“I don’t know if I can fix this,” he continued.

“No.””

He nodded.

“I know.””

A long silence passed.

Then he said:

“But I want to try.””

I looked at him.

“Why?””

He swallowed.

“Because you’re my sister.””

I almost smiled.

“That should have been enough before.””

“I know.””

And for once, he didn’t defend himself.

He just accepted it.

Before he left, he stopped at the door.

“Claire wants to talk to you.””

I immediately shook my head.

“Not yet.””

He nodded.

“I understand.””

After he left, I sat on my couch and looked around my apartment.

For the first time in years, it felt like my own space.

Not a place where I solved everyone’s problems.

Not a place where I waited for someone to need me.

Just mine.

Then my phone buzzed.

A message from Claire.

We need to talk. There’s something you don’t know.

I stared at the words.

Something I didn’t know?

After everything?

I almost ignored it.

But something stopped me.

Because Claire wasn’t the type of person who admitted weakness.

She was the type who always had a plan.

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And if she wanted to tell me something...

It meant whatever she knew was bigger than the wedding.

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